he
*is*
10
or
11
years
old
afterall
though...
but
I'm
torn
on
what
to
do
whether its better to put him down *now* before he gets too bad or whether to give him more time, on the slim chance that he recovers, but run the risk that he'll just get worse and worse anyway....
*lies awake at night*
I'm not a killer at heart nor do I wish to be a God....
