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Anxiety
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Anticipation
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I have not auditioned in three years, and I found the process incredibly nervewracking tonight as I stood before two directors, auditioning...
We started with group warmups, which are always a joy. Had I not overheated so badly, I probably would have enjoyed it even more... it was just a lot of fun. My friend ended up being the high priest, and we sacrificed someone.... it was a lot of fun!
After that, we waited... and waited. Those who were not interested in the 3rd play (we audition for the whole season) went first because the director for that play had not yet arrived. I opted to not audition for his piece... I had not interest in it.
I had rehearsed so many times, knew what I was doing and where I was going, but I walked out of the audition worried that I had overdone it... Tmra they post callbacks, and I have such a mix of excitement and fear in my belly. Last time I made it to callbacks, I did not make it into the show, and that makes it even tougher, because the closer you get to being in, the more you want it. Tonight it was just for fun, just to try... but if I make callbacks, I'll really want to be in the show...
Best of all? The show I REALLY want to be in involves singing.. and the two female parts are in my range! I didn't know that until tonight, and the director for that one seemed impressed to know my range... here's hoping I get brownie points for that one!
Tmra? Class again... school... and then more waiting for the teachers to post the list. I am nervous, and part of me doesn't want to make it to callbacks, just so I don't have to suffer when I eventually don't get in....
Anyone have any words of wisdom?? I don't know if I'll be able to sleep tonight! ACK!
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AUTHOR OF THIS MESSAGE Muffy
MESSAGE TIMESTAMP 30 august 2005, 23:54:22
AUTHOR'S IP LOGGED 68.225.183.151
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