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It's just been a really rough couple of days... and I haven't been sleeping. I just can't sleep at night, get my mind to shut down... And I keep trying to help people and to do good things, and it all just falls apart, and I find myself sitting alone in the middle of the night crying. I could call Matt, but I hate to wake him up, though he has told me a thousand times he doesn't mind...
I haven't been stressed lately, not really, just tired, and worn out. The not-sleeping is really wearing on me, and then the slightest little thing pushes me over the edge. I just feel useless and alone and afraid sometimes... My energy is drained, and it's starting to really scare me... I'm starting to think there might be something really wrong with me...
I've been having strange fevers and sore throats that last only a day... and stomach aches... so many stomach aches. I usually have one every few months, not one every day... heartburn... and my diet has not drastically changed... It's just frightening... and so, with all this fear, the littlest thing sets me off.
I think it just all boiled over today... and left me crying... just so torn up and confused. I'm frightened, and I'm worried... and I'm falling to pieces over stupid, little things... it's not good.
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AUTHOR OF THIS MESSAGE
Muffy
MESSAGE TIMESTAMP
26 september 2005, 22:48:38
AUTHOR'S IP LOGGED
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