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I am so anxious. I am 23 years old. turnnig 24.I got accepted into a good higher learning institution when i was 19. i dropped out a year later. i felt very overwhelmed. Everytime I got a test back i felt as though i was an idiot. that somehow i had conned the university into believing that i was smart enough to be there.But now i have this longing in my heart. i want a degree. I want my parents to be proud. I found a job as an admin clerk but it is the most unfulfilling job. People talk to me as if i am stupid.I want to get a commerce degree and then my Law degree and then and MBA. but I am so afraid.My best friends stuck it out and they are all doing well. The thought of the future makes me very anxious because i feel as though in a few years i will not fit into their worlds. They will all be successful women and I will be stuck with jobs that depress me but that i cannot leave.i'm so confused.
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(VISITOR) AUTHOR'S NAME Antonella
MESSAGE TIMESTAMP 20 december 2014, 01:02:25
AUTHOR'S IP LOGGED 117.169.1.118
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