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hi all,
sorry i didn't reply, but my life was taken over by my work, and spending much time at the hospital to see my bf...
well i'll try to tell the story
as you all now at the end of june i brought him to the hospital...
that night he stopped breathing, and the put him in a coma...
they discoverd he had pancreatitis, and went into a septic shock (the most deadly shock of all)... after 2 weeks of coma they did a little operation, they put a canule (little tupe in the throth), so they could weak him up, and stil breathing for him...
he woke up, recognized me :) i was so happy...
it took 3 weeks to learn him to breath again on his own. then he was ready to go to a normal room... that was the end of july..
he was getting better every day, then the day of the CT-scan came...
I know he was very scared to go under the scanner, so i went to the hospital, and i stayed with him during the scan, wearing a special scirt and everything...
he started to panic really hard, i tried to calm him. he looked at me and at that moment he stoped breathing, his hart stopped also.. he died in my arms... they revived him.. and back to intensive care it was...
they put him again in a coma, just for 2 days... after a week he went back to a normal room... he continued to getting better, he started to walk again, but he has lost control over his left legg, the docters say that it will come back some time...
since 20 of august he's at home... he is now sleeping in the sofa next to me... now i hope it just gets better every day, and no fall backs...
in that same period my grandma was admitted to the hospital, she had a braintumor... she was operated the 23th of july, woke up and then slipped in to a coma, she never wake up again...
se died the 12th of august and was burried the 19th of august...
that thing that most hurds is, that she never saw davy, that she never knew i was happy again, that i had someone new in my life, that loves me and respects me...
so this is a summary of my 2 summermonths...
i hope the rest of 2010 we'll be a bit better...
but i fea for it, we've discoverd that my sis has developed an auto immune desease, still waiting for the final results, and my other grandmum has a depression...
i hope my life will get better...
i hope your lives are all better then mine..
love,
lieve
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AUTHOR OF THIS MESSAGE
shelob
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31 august 2010, 21:50:47
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