Mehrdad, My mind and heart have really had a hard time with aipccteng this. I compartalize and allow myself to slip back into what I wish was the reality that this never happened. But then I remember. I feel like you guys were just here. I can hear your voice in my parents home, standing around the island in the kitchen, talking to Hamid and my dad about cars or refinancing, or something else that you were always knowledgeable about. I can still see you and hear you there and my mind does not want to accept. Everyone is in such immeasurable pain. I'm sorry a million times over. I'm sorry the beautiful life you had with Shirin and your girls was taken from you. You deserve to be here and to be loved. I'm sorry that Shirin is hurt and suffering. I'm sorry that the girls are hurting and missing you. I'm sorry million times. I think about you guys everyday. Mehrdad you will be forever loved and missed. Your girls are so lucky that they will have the memory of such an amazing dad. I'm sorry.